I need a Change

Remember those boring neighbours or friends you have who did the same thing over and over again everyday for every year?  I used to think they have such a boring life and pity them. I have been thinking about myself lately and i realized in horror that I AM one of those too. Everyday waking up going back and forth from class, feeding myself then sitting in front of the laptop every night, surfing the net. On some occasion hanging out with friends. Other than that nothing much. I have been living on the same routine everyday. Geez~!! 

I thought this is really meaningful

Then i realize the main reason, I am afraid of change! I live by following the rules and following others, i never stand out, I never have an opinion of my own, all because i was afraid of the changes that would bring if i do change. I'm afraid of making things worse. Right now i'm going with the flow, living it because it make me secure, i feel stable. If i make a sudden change to my routine, there's definitely going to be impacts-whether negative or positive i don't know. Of course being the pessimist I am, i would think of the worse so I won't want to risk my stable and secure life now. Well that too, is why there's always a lack of excitement in my life.  If i was more of a risk taker, I wouldn't be studying in this small town with nothing much but mountains and lake. I would have taken the risk of studying in my ideal place like idk, switzerland? And i would have been touring around enjoying Europe while i study. Then I would also have a bigger circle of friends since i won't be afraid of the changes. 
That's the major problem with me, why am I like this? I tried to change, I really do. And i succeeded a bit. However there's still no significant changes. The changes that I want to see. So i was wondering day by day when will i EVER get over it and make the change. Because I'm sure the day I'm able to take that step towards changing, my life wouldn't be so dull and uninteresting.
It all depends on me doesn't it? My, i'm pressured by myself. How ridiculous~~~~