When it comes to patience, i know a lot. And i mean REALLY a LOT~ In fact i might just think i live for the sole purpose of being patience. Which i don't think i can take it any longer. For 20 years i've endured through bad situations through patience and I say now that it is reaching it's limit.
There's this phrase, "Good comes to those who wait". I've been waiting and waiting and waiting AND waiting for years, hoping God will grant me a small wish. It really isn't that hard to make it a reality but no... it still never came true. I saw a post once on facebook saying the reason wishes don't come through at time is because God is going to give you even better than you wished for. I've been patient enough, waiting for the thing to come true. But still, i'm waiting. My time is precious here, i'm getting older by the days and i just can't believe that i already made it through 20 years of life. I just wish i don't have to wait that long, it's been too long. I promised myself not to think about it but being alone in a room without anyone to talk to, i'll automatically think about it.
I don't have time and actually i don't really need it. I want to have my fair share of the earth then just die, i'm not going to stick around and see the future generation ruin themselves and i seriously don't want to stay and wait for the world to end (which is very likely is a few decades)
So if you are really listening dear God, you know my wish and i'll tell you now that i'm getting edgier waiting for it to come true. It's irritating to be patient all the time.
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